5/11/2025

dear diary

I am thinking of mesoamerica and listening to Olivia Tremor Control. I am living vicariously through alot of people and clinging on to old internet aesthetics. Why am I doing this? Why am I writing personal things on neocities. I don't know really why I do anything and perhaps I should stop worry about it. Last night I went to Jewel Osco and listened to Calypso and Ceres in the Deep Time, which I have been waiting for the right moment to listen to for the better part of 4 years. I feel weird leaving Chicago I feel like I just got here and I feel like everybody I met is leaving too but they're not coming back and that makes me sad. Wish I got to know them better..

-Laura